Dazed and semi-confused, I turn off my alarm at 5:30 on a Saturday morning. This is the day we’ve been anticipating, but it’s still hard to drag myself out of bed. As the students begin to arrive, I remember why this is all worth it. Our team has worked all year to develop deep relationships with each of these students, and now we are about to pile into these two buses to make the six-hour trip to camp. We arrive… we play, we sweat, we laugh, we cry. We take cold showers and sleep in sweaty bunks for far too few hours. Is it worth it?
Then it happens… a student shares about their complicated home life for the first time. Another student opens up about their suicide attempts. Yet another student confides that after all the things that they’ve been through this year, they just can’t believe that God could be good. Is it worth it? Is it worth a few less hours of sleep and a paucity of warm showers to be invited into the most intimate thoughts and feelings of the loneliest generation? As godly adults gather around these students to pray for them and to speak life and truth into their situations, it’s clear that whatever “inconveniences” we may be experiencing are most assuredly worth it.
Maybe you’re still not convinced. You may have even given toward camp scholarships and wonder whether it was really worth it. In an open field, on the final night, I watched as dozens of students, whom I love, and for whom I have prayed, and over whom I have lost sleep, lifted their voices (in front of their leaders and peers) to declare that they believe. Students who couldn’t believe that God was good just hours before, were throwing their pain and trauma at the nail-scarred feet of Jesus. Students who have spent their whole life working to gain God’s favor, removed their faith from themselves and placed it into the healing death of Jesus. Students who have spent their entire lives living to please themselves are now happily serving a new Master.
So if you wonder if it was worth it… the answer is undoubtedly YES!
By: Joey Clapp, Campus Life Ministry Director